Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Fr the second time

Deactivate both twitter and fb. I hope I can put full concentration on the coming exam. But I know I won't :(

And before I start tweeting nonsense.

CANT DO IT. NEED TO RANT :(

Swallowing this feeling

Some girls say its not worth it, not worth to cry over a guy and be sad. Its funny how they still do. For me, its all worth it. I don't care if I have to cry silently at night. I don't care if I can't put my full concentration on my work. Its okay if people think I'm vulnerable...

Because without you, I wouldn't understand what love is. I wouldn't have felt it. I have changed. I have changed so much, and as much as I want to be what I was a year ago, I can't. This change is forever..

I hate how I am so sensitive, so annoying and how I appeared to be scary to you. I hate it so much sometimes I just want to tear myself into pieces. I can already imagine how it would be like if I were you...

I'm sorry.

But this is so tiring. The bad memories seems to be on replay in my mind.

This post is so meaningless.. I'm so stupid.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Christmas 2011



Spent Christmas in a hotel with the clique for the first time. Though not everyone was there, i sure did had a good time :)